Stalker

As I went to the mall this afternoon, one of my EX’s texted me. he said that he saw me in the mall and is currently following me. I was overwhelmed with the feeling of Confusion, Surprise and Wonder. Confusion in the sense that I have ditched him years ago but until now, even though I’m actively dating and very happy with that status, He still follows and knows where I’m at. I can still remember the days when I was the one who follows me around, like a lapdog in distress. I already know how to let go and learn to deal with persons who does and doesn’t care and love me at all. Surprise in the sense that how many times I have a go at him every time he communicates with me, he still wonders and cares for me. I could still remember the days he would have a go at me whenever I care for him. Wonder in the context that how bad and ill-treatment he got from me, he still wonder about me. I could only say that what goes around comes around. I’m now perfectly happy and contented with what I have right now and no other thing in this world can overcome it.

Google +

Last 3 days ago, I was asked by my dear friend there in Aussie ” I’ll add you up in my circle”. I asked her ” What circle?”. me unknowingly asking a very basic question about what it is. She then explained to me about Google Plus. Well, I’ve heard about it for months ago already mainly as a counterpart against Facebook but she also explained to me the wonderful benefits and possibilities of Google Plus so as I was very curious about it, I joined and made an account with it. At first I was utterly confused and bamboozled with all these new features and how to use it. The main difference of it with Facebook is that Google Plus has a bit more privacy than the latter, Google Plus has circles which in turn functions as a group of friends that you sort depending on what circle they belong. I can’t say more about it because I’m still a noob at it. I can’t wait to discover more and be mesmerized by this new way of social networking but the important thing is whether you use Facebook, Google Plus or any other social networking site, It connects us to the people we love in this modern and uber modernized world we all live in.

The Call

minutes ago, i was just doing my own business in my room( reading books etc) when my phone suddenly rang. I picked it up and saw on the screen the words ” Call”, I have been a freak in talking to cellphones especially when its a new number or no number at all! I usually don’t answer them and leave them until they get tired of calling my number. I don’t know why I have this fear of answering cellphones but I can;t really explain when did it start. as I was planning to ignore the call I remember him. he can only be the one who would call me from abroad but in my mind I wondered, “I already registered his number in my contacts, why isn’t it appearing?” then I remembered that he was just transferred to SG by the company he is currently working with so I hastily picked up the call. As soon as I heard his voice over the line, thoughts about him suddenly came gushing into my mind. As if he was just here again in the Phils calling me regularly at night, talking about his day and stuff. I greeted him with the usual tone, he asked how was I doing, Have I been taking care of myself, the usual questions to be asked then suddenly he shared that one of his colleagues will be coming here in Cebu next week. he then asked me if I could come to SG for a couple of days. my thoughts were screaming ” Hell yeah! you should go to SG and be with him! its time for you to be happy!” but also, reality kicks in. No budget for the trip as in zero balance, How can I go out of the country without my formidable parents noticing then many more thoughts. I said to him” why won’t you come here instead? its only 3 and a half hours away by plane and fares are usually in promo with the LCCs” then he explained that if he has the budget then he will come. I couldn’t mandate him to come here, after all I think I’m just his 2nd priority but still I like him no matter what happens, I have fallen pretty badly with this person. we ended up the conversation with sweet notions and happy thoughts. at least, he still remembers me and I think he still cares for me.

Tumblr!

Yes! I officially now have a tumblr account! after 48 years of waiting for being active and ive been into a long hibernation at last! the blog has calling on me to write again! even if my schedule is way way busy but still ill find a way in updating my life to you everyday. hope this means a New beginning on me!