this has been hard for me..i know that if i just have the perseverance and guts to the these things then it will be a good sign... even before i was a kid until now im being teased because of my weight problems and until now some people just cant get the hold of it...before my life was just on having fun,eating and pigging out and everything unworthy but the realization came in when i just recently celebrated my birthday....my crush told me the most sweetest and the most painful words i could ever imagine in my whole life...
he said that he likes me and he thinks that he's falling for me but the thing is im so fat that he is having 2nd thoughts about the things he has been feeling.i was so shocked and heart broken when i heard those words...then a realization hit me like i was being slapped hard in my face.. I AM FAT..... i know its hard to accept but lets face it, you have the ins if you have a sexy body rather than being a fatty right?....i never had a perfect boyfriend in all my life then there comes this opportunity.my crush saying that he likes me but the one thing separates us from each other is my weight issues... i have been thinking about it for days now, and ive made my decision to lose weight even if the hardest way possible... i want to change my life and i know this event will drastically change my life forever.....
i know its hard but i feel that withs god's grace, i can do it......
this wil be the start of " MY JOURNEY TO SELF PRESERVATION".........
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