Happy Three Kings

Its the first Sunday of January in the year 2013 and they say its the celebration of the Three Kings arrival to Bethlehem after seeing the Virgin Mary welcome his beloved son Jesus Christ to the face of the earth. the Three Kings are namely:

Gaspar

Melchor

Baltazar

so I’m going to say three things I would like to achieve and three things I would like to leave on this 2013.

Three things I would like to achieve:

1. A fitter and Healthier Me

this was started on the summer of 2012 and was going on pretty well but after the sudden death of my father, this goal was put on the sidelines as I was mourning and my life was then full of sadness, darkness and uncertainty. It took a toll on what I have already achieved and now I’m back into the shambles. As of now, I’m trying to get back into shape and promote healthy lifestyle to myself but also to my family and friends.

2. Change my life

21 years have passed and I thought I had a goal and endpoint in my life. all of what I need to do was lain down before me on the Wooden Spoon.  I thought everything was fine and beautiful but it all changed when someone from your life leaves you without warning. after that event, it made me realize that I have been living the life that I’m not totally comfortable with it. So this 2013, I want to change my life and live life the way I want it to be and be happy and positive about it.

3. Take Risks, Get out of the comfort zone

This will be a new endeavor for me, before I was so afraid of taking risks because I am afraid that I’ll just end up as napahiya or being scorn and laugh at because I have failed. Everyday I face so many persecutions and insecurities in life and about myself but I just let it pass in my ears but it hurts me more. My dad was so not into taking risks because he simply wants to be sure of what will be the outcome and for the good of the family and himself but as time passes, I think we need to take risks in life and be ready for what will be the endpoint of it.

Three things I would like to leave before the end of 2013

1. Being complacent

I want to be a new me and complacency will not help me with my goal. so this year, Im going to leave that behind

2. Stress

All of us has stresses in life but for me, I deal it bigtime leading me to sadness and problems that weren’t there before. Stress will be bye bye for 2013.

3. Mistrust 

I have a problem trusting people, due to the fact that I have faced so many dissapointments in life that I have grew tired of trusting and just want to be sure of things, but I realized that we need to trust others in order for us to move forward.

These will be the things I will prioritize this 2013 and I hope with God’s grace and with the help of my family and friends, I can achieve these goals and leave me with a happy smile on my face.